Understanding

I woke up feeling a little down. I guess I shouldn’t have told her those harsh realities but I certainly hope she understands after that. Unlike the past, I would always keep all those trouble to myself; I decided to let out my feelings. Told a few good friends whom I really trust and they listen and cheer me up. Brenda mention to me that perhaps I still have feelings for her, and thus I behave this way, I was actually quite disappointed because she of all person should know how much I cherish friendship. Then I recall what Nic and Tingli said and felt better. Perhaps it is because we have lost our love ones before and we thus clearly understand the importance of friends. Nic told me to relax, he said, it is ok and told me that good friends will stand by you forever; we don’t really need to have that many good friends. I smiled and agreed. I’m happy I have a bunch of really good friends. I felt way better after that talk and started crapping with my other friends.