Life

What is life? I often ask myself this question. Is it to the beginning or is it the end that explains life? Or is there any explanation? Recently, life has been very busy, I hadn't had any time to update my blog. Well, i remember those time, i wrote diaries to express my feelings, my love life and more. And i know, in years to come, these pages will serve only as memories.

Many things have happen, I found a person whom god gave me a second chance. He has been very kind to me. He knew my lost and gave me a buddy whom i can rely on. I understand that and really appreciate it. Thus, i treat her way better than anyone else right now, not that i'm in love with her but just i felt since it is my second chance, i don't want to make any mistakes anymore.

Well, I saw many of her mistakes, so similar to my past. So similar to her, but she did the right thing. I'm Happy for her, really am. These feelings are beyond words, and even writing these makes it hard....

A friend she is.
a buddy whom i found.
Someone i respect alot.
She is someone special that god bestow.
Like the angel sent from the heaven above.
To heal my broken wings.
And give me a hope, a second chance.
i will cherish her as my best friend.
A buddy for life and till the very end.

I realise i treat her extremely well, more than any normal friend, less than my girlfriend. As i look at the past, i would never do such things, but i have learn, that if i would live like in the past, i'll be the fool. The fool who lost his love. Well, a Fool i will not be.

I have a Destiny, a Life and a reason to live on. For now, this is all i know.
For this is my Life.