A buddy's smile beats all the pain i have.


Well, i might have lost the person i love the most, but i have found a buddy who understand me as much as you, I don't hate you Pei0, well, you are still in my heart in some corner which i lock and hide. I guess i still love u.

Life and Its memories

I have found pain once again. Memories seems to come back to haunt me. I guess i seriously don't deserve all that was once called "love". A good friend showed me the truth about love. To me it was something i really didn't wanted to believe in, but it was all so true. I felt sad, helpless, like i was once before. I guess i can't do anything anymore. At that point of time, i started to think, was it worth all the troubles. Did i go through all these, to learn "love" in its ugliest way? Did i walk these path to lose my best friend and lose someone i love alot? Did i go through all these, denying my ability and denying fate and god's prediction? Well, it is pointless now and i certainly see no point regretting now. I feel i should be alone right now. I feel disgusted. "So everyone is the same, i think i'm better off being single, i don't hurt anyone and no one can hurt me like how she did anymore." To love is to give the all, i have given mine, and i have no regrets in that. But i know that maybe it is better for me to be alone in this world now, until someone can change this opinion of mine which i feel strongly now. I should throw those photos away. Y do i keep them? Friends are the most important people, i might not have what i once had, but i have a thing as important, that is friends.
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