School

Well, i have finally met Susan, she is wonderful, well, in her one week here in Singapore, i learn alot from her. For a 61 year old lady, i'm impress as how she kept her beauty till that age, is it due to yogurt? Anyway, she was magnificiant. Her knowledge for Art and everything else as was so massive that i took my hat off her. I've not met anyone with such knowledge, well apart from the Genius that i know. Anyway, it is amazing how one care share so much infomation and change my perspective of life. She has made me clearly understand the history of art. And i've understand clearly my designing action and ability. I would like to further and strengthen my design sense and i know she has greatly helped me. All i have to say is she is my idol. =)

A buddy's smile beats all the pain i have.


Well, i might have lost the person i love the most, but i have found a buddy who understand me as much as you, I don't hate you Pei0, well, you are still in my heart in some corner which i lock and hide. I guess i still love u.

Life and Its memories

I have found pain once again. Memories seems to come back to haunt me. I guess i seriously don't deserve all that was once called "love". A good friend showed me the truth about love. To me it was something i really didn't wanted to believe in, but it was all so true. I felt sad, helpless, like i was once before. I guess i can't do anything anymore. At that point of time, i started to think, was it worth all the troubles. Did i go through all these, to learn "love" in its ugliest way? Did i walk these path to lose my best friend and lose someone i love alot? Did i go through all these, denying my ability and denying fate and god's prediction? Well, it is pointless now and i certainly see no point regretting now. I feel i should be alone right now. I feel disgusted. "So everyone is the same, i think i'm better off being single, i don't hurt anyone and no one can hurt me like how she did anymore." To love is to give the all, i have given mine, and i have no regrets in that. But i know that maybe it is better for me to be alone in this world now, until someone can change this opinion of mine which i feel strongly now. I should throw those photos away. Y do i keep them? Friends are the most important people, i might not have what i once had, but i have a thing as important, that is friends.
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Friends are the best people one will ever have

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Me, Jimmy and Brenda, Cute hor -----> Jimmy

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Clubbing and hanging out.

Well, i had a wonderful day clubbing out that night, but many things seems to be going around me. I wish my friends are happy, but apparently they are not. I feel so small, feel like i'm still under the hands of him. Well, but i know "he" will always be there, no matter what happens. For this i pray for the well being of all my friends.

A new friend

Yoz, good to know you. Anyway, keep my secret tight. Will you? ^__^


Well, i met this new friend in council, my first impression of her, was she is a shy quiet girl. But she is actually a very fun loving, spontanious girl. Sometimes, life is strange, you ask yourself why didn't i know this person earlier. But it is ok, never to late, to know a friend like her.

Well, the special thingy about this person is that we share really alot in common, our past relationship, our interest, our hobbies, well, i never knew her really, only after one weird day, can't remember how we got so close too, but well i 'm really happy i knew her.

Anyway, all my other friends, they cheer me up as well, but i guess because she is like my previous gf, thus i wanted to know her more, know what would a girl like her think, whether certain actions i did was right or wrong, i really wanted to know and i know i can share any of my secrets with her, and she will keep it, like how i would for hers. Well, it is weird how we really got close, it was because of my ability again, well, hopefully, my 4D comes true tomorrow.

She is a friend i might not known for long, a friend whom i know i will be for life, a friend i will cherish when there are up and down, a friend who like my other buddies, like a pearl in the blue sea, like the stars that shines above, like a new borne baby that one would love. They are precious. Priceless. Brenda ( dedicated to you) thanks for being my friend. Stay cheerful, Be Happy, Friends Foever. ^__^
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And my life wouldn't be better, if i didn't meet them

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Well, They are the friends whom cheers one when they are down

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Best friend anyone would have

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On That Special Day

Well, i didn't really had time to write anything, been busy, really busy, but i want to dedicate this to my friends, especially to those who celebrated my birthday for me. I was kind of sad, because on this particular day, the memories were recalled.

Friends, are the most important thing in my life. When i thought i will be alone, they light up my life. Well, to me all of them are beautiful, every single one of them. With their heart like gold, it beats anything. Well, unlike a relationship, there are ups and down, friends are the one that stick by you when you are down. Well, My friends, i cherish you, you are the best, the best any would ever have.

And to a special buddy, You have always been there when i was down. You will be my "brother" in life and a buddy to fight and die for. Nic, if god would to bestow me another gift, i will tell him not too because i have you as a friend.

Thank You