Well, Another day

Woh, i woke up this morning, never expecting that i would see her on line. Well for the first time, she kept to her promise. Well, hopefully my honesty has made her come to some senses. But i still wonder whether her misses in the past were real or just some nice words someone would say to a friend.

Well, thought this afternoon will be a boring day, like what i told my "xiao mei" but it was a good thing, because i did learn some new stuff at the end of the day.

This world is full of deception and fraud, wonder why my uncle is always at its disposal. Can someone be con so many times? It is nice that my dad, thought me how to engage a power attorney. Well, though i hope i would never need to engage one.

Life has never been stagnet for awhile. I wonder what happen to the old Justin, the ambitious person who would seek knowledge. Perhaps love has really got to him. I know now that i can't be like what i use to be. I'm afriad of being hurt, by the closest friends of mine. Betrayer is a word, i see too often, whether may it be love or even friendship, i've seen it too much. Maybe this world is just this way, we go round hurting each other.

Now, the only thing in my mind is to improve myself to be better, smarter, stronger, fitter. I must reduce my flaws. Overcome this fear in me and learn the way of a samurai. Lolz, it is hilarious that the meaning of a samurai is "to serve". Well i must build up my discipline once more, i know i can, but when?