Thursday, July 29, 2004

Miss Kinky, with her kinky moves

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Frenching the fries, well have to say, it is a Good Ad

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Staring Competition?

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Lost in the game , but doesn't seem like so

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What is with the weird look?

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New friends.... real cool people

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Mar lu.

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A Day Of Fun @ Sentosa.

Today is a day of fun, will be heading down to sentosa, with the rest of the committee members to chill out. Real fun day. I have to say, i really enjoy myself, got a tan, played soccer, and mostly made a lot of knew friends. Well, it was a day of fun, and we didn't stop till late at night. I'm quite impressed with the spontanous reaction of our editorial team. Onz, means onz, i guess we are the most united group in the student council. Well, can't wait for the next batch, Cheong once more. hehehe.

True or dare. lolz Many secrets were told that day, including mine, some really sausy one... hmmm. lolz. Good to know you all, The student council.

Wednesday, July 28, 2004

Using phone? lolz. Ano sa... Sorry hor, my hand did shake, so not that clear.

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Thank you for celebrating my birthday

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Ting and Shan          
Bestest Buddy ^__^


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Saturday, July 24, 2004

A love to remember.

Well, i miss my Blog, miss it badly. Well, i feel that this is a place where i can feel freely to write, say or do anything i like, freedom in a simple way. Just this week, i meet up with two buddies of mine. Well, they really gave me a suprise, a suprise i will never forget.

I have always been in a position where love is not on my side. Well, never felt that life was fair. Well, life is unfair, what am i complaining about. Lolz. But this day, i will always remember.

Thengli & Yishan has been friends with me for donkey years liao, our friendship has cross many boundaries and test, and our individual life, has cause us to grow to mature adults. I on that faithful night, recieve a present., a birthday present, a gift i never expected.

It was a key pouch. I was very touched. I never expect that a friend would be so snesitive and caring to observe what i wanted and got me that. It was so pleasant when Tingli told me "i actually, was looking for that levi's wristband you wanted, but apparently i can't find that anymore." This words touch and move my heart. Tears are not enough to discribe the feeling of this. It was like being love by someone, you least expected which you though was long gone when you lost the one whom you love.

I got a soft dog doll, for my ex on christmas. It was the first present i ever recieve from a female friend whom i really liked. And well it was my first gift from her too. But subsequently, i lost that love from her. Well, it may sound awful, but a card for my birthaday, your bf's birthday was not right. Well it is not the card which i mind really. But it was the fact that she bought the card on that very same day, and gave me. The worst part was that i was with her on that faithful day.Well everything is in the past now, it is a joke to even bring it up.

I thought i lost this love, but i found it from a friend. Well, the gift is so special, i will cherish it for the rest of my life, as much as i cherish them. And i'm so happy, having them not only as a friend but a buddy in this very life. Xie Xie Ni, Tingli & Yishan. You girls are magnificiant. ^_^

If i was a their bf, i will gladly give my all to them.

Sincerely

 

Friday, July 16, 2004

I thought I lost my ability.

Well, I certainly didn't lost my ability. Lolz, Today my mom told me, "I didn't buy your no. It came out third price." And i told her, " Didn't i say it is coming out soon? trust me." Well, i told her 2 days before hand.
But the suprising thing i told her was, buy 2183, and i told her to buy combination bid. I know my ability can help, but i haven't master it yet. Then she said to me. "It just open too, Look i show you?" I was suprise by my ability, I thought, Xue really seek the devil to remove it, but i guess she didn't. Anyway, wait until i master it, readers will be treated, lolz. ^__^

A New Future (photo was taken on board LST)

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My Dream

For every evil, there is a greater good. For every innocent, there is a proctector. For every legend, there is a hero. Well, i certainly have not been a hero in my story. I have always played a minor role in my life. It is time to make a change. I have been looking too much in my past, seeking the old me. Stupid me, i should have known better, but to create a new life, a new future, a new me.

All along in the past, i was place in the 2nd position. Well in school, in work, in love, in family. I was never a lead. But i know i can make the change now. I can decide clearly, and i have the will power to do so. If i put my mind and soul to my work, i can do it. If i want to i can.

I remember the old days where i had to act in school. Everyone said i was a born actor, but i choose to give up my position to a "tyrant". I'm not afraid, but i hate trouble. I think, to prevent this troubles. I think to prevent, this mistakes. I have not fall, until then, when i choose to forsake what i believe. But i never regret doing so.

Well, this is all in the past. I should learn from it and move to a better future. ^__^

Tuesday, July 13, 2004

Well, Another day

Woh, i woke up this morning, never expecting that i would see her on line. Well for the first time, she kept to her promise. Well, hopefully my honesty has made her come to some senses. But i still wonder whether her misses in the past were real or just some nice words someone would say to a friend.

Well, thought this afternoon will be a boring day, like what i told my "xiao mei" but it was a good thing, because i did learn some new stuff at the end of the day.

This world is full of deception and fraud, wonder why my uncle is always at its disposal. Can someone be con so many times? It is nice that my dad, thought me how to engage a power attorney. Well, though i hope i would never need to engage one.

Life has never been stagnet for awhile. I wonder what happen to the old Justin, the ambitious person who would seek knowledge. Perhaps love has really got to him. I know now that i can't be like what i use to be. I'm afriad of being hurt, by the closest friends of mine. Betrayer is a word, i see too often, whether may it be love or even friendship, i've seen it too much. Maybe this world is just this way, we go round hurting each other.

Now, the only thing in my mind is to improve myself to be better, smarter, stronger, fitter. I must reduce my flaws. Overcome this fear in me and learn the way of a samurai. Lolz, it is hilarious that the meaning of a samurai is "to serve". Well i must build up my discipline once more, i know i can, but when?

My xiao mei. It is my honour having you as my xiao mei

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My "Xiao Mei"

Beauty is something not only use to describe a person's appearance but also a character, an object, or something. Well Priscillia, my xiao mei is beautiful. She is beautiful. Well thus i decided to write this article on her.

All these while, i been seeking for friends, someone who understands me clearly but to my sadness, i only found a few. One whom later became my ex. Anyway, during this period of pain and darkness, a single actions of a friend whom i just met might hurt me alot. Well certainly, many of these new friends hurt me alot.

Well, thought one could be a good friend, hmmmm.. i and her(won't say name)got too close to fast, well to the extend of many misunderstanding, even to me, and our other friends. I don't know her feelings, but it seems pretty obvious, that someone would ask me to on my webcam before she sleeps, and miss me or even feel sad when she mistook me of not wanting to makan with her. Well, i knew that i will never step into anyone's relationship. But i can remember her hugging my arms, when we were on the dance floor.

Well, i certainly have no courage for love right now. And i decided to concentrate on my work, career and studies. Friends are important to me now, they were the one who stand by me when i was down. So i found this "xiao mei". She might not know me, or even understand me that well. Of course frankly, we just met and only work together for a while. But friendship is something i can't explain. But i know a friendship will last longer than any relationship. But, what makes her so special is she is .....true. Her heart is pure. And though she has alot of problems and alot of things on her mind, she is true to everyone. This is something i really love about her. I feel very comfortable talking to her. Hahaha, if you reading this, sorry, i keep bugging you. Hehehe.

All i wish i she has the best of everything right now. I hope one day, she will find happiness in her relationship. I can't say much, cos i don't know what exactly happen. But if in any chance her bf is reading this. I hope he really cherish her, like how i once did for my ex. Well, i live for 23 years liao. A person like her, seldom comes by. If she wasn't attach, i might even go chase her so please cherish her. She deserve way better than what she is right now.

Oh yah, forgot to say. Her smile, is one of the most magnificant thing you will ever see. Like an angel's Lallaby, it touches once heart. Well hopefully she would be smiling in this manner more often. Must really catch her smile, worth's a million, like some shooting stars you would wait all night to see. Hahaha, it is something you won't want to miss.

Anyway Prissy, stay beautiful, =)

Sunday, July 11, 2004

My Life

This is my story, my life, my journey. Well, I never really believe in writing a journal, but guys do change. Well, certainly for sure, I know, mine did.


Life has always been mysterious in its on ways. My love life has been in a mess, well maybe it’s just because I have gotten over things yet. Sometimes I do wonder whether things will change for the better. Things which have occurred to me like no normal guys would experience. Sometimes I ask myself, is this fated, or is this gift, a gift from god, or just something that the devil himself uses to misjudge me. Well certainly for sure, I hope I can use this ability of mine to help others. But it seems so tiring when one tries to change his fate, but fails eventually.

I learned that I can’t change fate, if life was built in such a way, then life shall continue in such a manner. I believe that everyone, must face a certain route of life, and only one with the heart of gold shall stand. Can I be that person? Well hopefully.